baby damulag lol :)

Im a cry baby, cry’s a lot ..so don’t ever make me cry :(

miss you :(

   

 

i did three things today :

miss you

miss you

and  miss you :(

tuesday !!

            > lalala good morning  < haha

Scorpio

10/23 – 11/21

Today you will be very quick on the uptake -- your brain is sharper than ever.

Overview

You're feeling a bit helpless today, but not so much that you want to give up. Far from it -- you just see that today is better spent marshaling resources and preparing than actively campaigning.

life?

hello im bianca 21 years old and i don't know what to do next with my life.
I feel like I've lost all of my most important friends,  and everything else.i feel alone,like nobody cares,because no one does.im not trying to make this sound depressing or dumb,but this is just how I feel. I have figured everything out.I know life and people and what the want,and why they act like they do,but i haven't discoverd myself,and for that I am unhappy.I know what i want,but i don't know how to get it :(

One thing  have good  in my life  when the times that i feel love with a person whom i can trust and feel safe ..
no matter what ill be with him forever ( thank you my jam you complete my life )

“Life is not what we expect it should be; rather it is how we make out of it”

Sometimes I wonder if people think that life is supposed to be a bed of roses! Some people have everything they want or do they really have everything they need? I think life is what we make of it. If we work hard and try to be kind to others life will be easier. But nothing is free in life we all have to work at what we want to have in this life! Do you think that life should be a bed of roses? Roses have thorns!  
it would be much annoying for me. I would like to have my own fights, i would like to have my own goals, after which to run as a child, i would like to change myself, to do useful stuff for the others and for myself. If i miss all that, i can't imagine what it would be. It would be so easy, that there won't be a sense of the life at all, for me.
we think that we need something, but when we get it, we want something else. This is why people need clear view of what they want. More thinking, less dreaming for us to be pleased at the end when we have the thing we wanted to have.
If we dream too much and invest a lot of time, money and power in reaching something, which at the end will disappoint us, we will loose the chance to enjoy our having.

i want to share my horoscope for today :)

 

Scorpio

10/23 – 11/21

 

Petty problems today will have obvious solutions, so don't get too hung up on them.

 

Overview

A new bit of information comes your way tomorrow -- one that should make life quite a lot more interesting for you. See if you can get your friends to help you decipher it or fit it into your world view.

 

:(

?. One thing that I hate in relationship is “Lies

Lesson for the day: There’s no wrong/right person…its only a matter of how you handle them.. even you can make it perfect. As long as you 2 (as in two)  are honest to each other...hehehhe

broken heart? bakit nauso kpa or should i say --love bakit nauso kpa ? :(

Bless The Broken Road"

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

[Chorus]

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

-new year, new life - My new year resolution

With the many things i need to straighten out, it is rather hard to choose which one to focus on.

The start of New Year is a chance for us to do well, to do better to change things that did not go well in the past 

Year 2010. Enjoy life more. Always let my family and friends know as often as i can that i love them very much and they are my blessings. Coz no one knows what the future brings . I better say it now and not tomorrow. And to become a better person in all my relationships with work, family, loved ones and friends. Do good unto others..

Those are mine. Good luck with yours.. !! :)

Till My Heartaches End :((

i recall when you said that you would never leave me
you told me more so much more like when the time you whispered
in my ear there was heaven in my heart
i remember when you said that youd be here forever
then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
and then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

Listen to Songs: http://videokeman.com/regine-velasquez/till-my-heartaches-end-regine-velasquez/#ixzz1AhVx6Hob

Im sooo bored and damn tired about my life..

today im gonna make things  happen , gonna makes things right I'll make my world go round im tired of sitting at the corner wasting myt ime. Today I'll see the sun because  im tired watching birds at the window and im bored listening to the song. I never enjoy my life living inside the box, im so afraid of taking chances. How can reach to the top? :(

im tired and i fell no one loved me,. No one cares about my feelings..naaa!! 

i need to stop cry coz I’m afraid one day no one tears will fall down my eyes :(

..sad love story..so touch :(

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl hugs him
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug him one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If there is anyone in life you love this much, please repost this.

''Life lyP life its better lyk tHis than lyK thAt --/

Yeah..Let’s keep dancing..
Never get tired to it!

i never asked you to like me but we can be friends;)
Don't pass judgment to people whom you don't know.
Life's too short to be so sad.I am young so better rock and roll, sway with the music, dance..dance..dance..dance...
If you cry just think it's fine because there is always an equal reaction to what you feel. So when you're sad..You’ll be happy later.
You meet people everyday. You don't have to smile at them but at least you try to be kind.
I am unique and so you are! Don't compare yourself with others. Compete with yourself and try to evaluate if you have improved;)
Live life! Sing,dance. Cry..laugh...
Be crazy sometimes and add some spice to your life! It makes life more exciting! Trust me...it is!!

what if i die now?..

   I had never thought on a possible way on how am i going to die. But dying in the place of something or someone i love could be a good way to go..

Recently, i had something in my head that really bothers me. How would remember me if i die..? honestly, i have absolutely no idea, i haven't really thought on the concept of dying yet .still, looking at my fanciful side, i want to be remembered as a successful woman or a teenage runway model or a singer in the whole world or even the richest  woman that ever lived planet earth. What if i die now? maybe id die in a horrible car accident then i wouldn't be any those four.it would all be lie if someone would have told those things in my funeral. Seriously, how would i want to be remembered?

 Twenty one years that i lived in this world, i still don’t know what do people think when they hear my name? For those who don't know me very well, they might remember me as biang, the eldest daughter of Samuel and Teresita and only those of my physical attributes but for those people who know i from the inside and out they would say that i am young, childish ,moody, unique smart and a little bit crazy :)

yes i know that some of those characteristics are on my negative side but look at the bright side, those people who know you very well are not afraid to say negative things about you, not that they don't care for you (of course they do), they just know that whatever they say, you will understand for you yourself know that all of these are true.

i want to be remembered for the things that i did that changed the lives of others and as the girl who made a difference in a person's life. I want to be remembered for who i am, not for who i am not -absolutely not a successful woman, runway model, a singer and richest part ( for now ).I’m not perfect therefore i want to be remembered by my imperfections..

 i don’t have all the riches in the world but i want to be remembered as Bianca, unique, intelligent in my own way, a dreamer, and a girl who perceivers in achieving every goal she have..

  ok im getting too much shy  with the things that i am writing. better stop now before i start talking about getting married and stuff haha lol :)