Friday im inlove

Thanks God its Friday !! :)

I am so so so glad it's Friday! I've been waiting for this day all week, haha.

morning damn !!

woohh !! Thursday morning..

its sooo annoying ( sooo noisy )

all people screaming like a kid..

i wish its already 7pm so that i can go home naa!! ( hehe )

how can i wish ???? wish that come true...

Things are not going right at all, I have so many feelings inside of me. I feel like I'm going to explode. I don't know how to handle this. I can normally block out emotions, but it's so hard to do it this time. This time it's different. It's not just a oh someone made me mad. I'm so stressed out, sad, mad, and I'm confused. I try coming up with solutions, and when it feels like we are making a little bit of progress, it fails. I don't know how to sort out my emotions, I feel like screaming all the time. I don't know how much more I can control myself. I'm trying so hard to deal with this.

I hate being poor, I never want this in my future. I have been poor most of my life, we have had to struggle my whole life.

 

Most people don't do anything in their lives that is meaningful. People think its just one big party, and that your suppose to just live for the day, no regrets. No, that is not how it is, or not how it is suppose to be. There is consequences for every single action that you do,

I just feel like giving up. I wish when I'm sad, and talking to someone about it or when someone just knows I'm sad, I just wish they would surprise me and show up on my door step, without me knowing. 

 I hate that I am always wanting to talk about the future, and no one brings it up. I don't want to force it on anyone. I just want this to happen..

Fabulous in February !!

Wow, now that we're in our last week of February !!

here's i want to eat ..( i love it woooh )

is anybody tell me were can i find this stuff..i wanna eat this..( huh im dying please help me haha ) they look so lovely to eat..am i ryt ?

Be my side :)

I'm just list-en to the clock go ticking,
I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

All the fears you feel inside,
and all the tears you cry,
they're ending right here.
I'll heal your heart and soul;
I'll keep you oh so close.
Don't worry; I'll never let you go.
You're all I need, you're everything.

I just wanna hold you,
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I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

its tuesday !!

today,i inspire most with the future . When it comes to work, I think about the day that I'll own this company. When it comes to doing things around the house or with family, I think about my future dream house or my future husband & children.

im looking forward on this year amm nothing big. Just getting through the year and adjusting to life changes. . I want to stick to my budget and get through the year without any major problems. If I can accomplish all that, it will be a successful year.

oh 365..am one of my favorite songs..

Chorus :
Where will I be 365 days from now
Tell me
How will I feel 365 nights without you
Oh what would I do?

I remember what you used to say
Things won't tumble down
Now we're here and finally it changed
When I'm standing on the ground
I don't understand
When did we go wrong?
And I can't imagine

Repeat chorus

Now it feels like we're drifting apart
Things are not what they used to be
Now I know it's written in your heart
You don't wanna be a part of me
I don't understand
What did I do wrong?
And I can't imagine

Repeat chorus

Oh what would I do
Tell me

I've been trying so hard
Not to let it show
But deep within my feelings
They glow
Before you leave me and let me go
Something I need to know
Repeat chorus
365 nights without you

@birthdays celebrations !

Yesterday (feb.20,2011) we celebrated birthdays of jihad ( my jam ) jamparorot or lentakuhol that’s his major major name..hehe :]

Happy happy birthday to you…

Happy happy ..happy birthday.(.wee ) haha

Before we eat classmate of jihad lead the prayer ( I forgot his name ) haha memogap xD

After the prayer jihad also makes his wish for his birthday also he prayed…after we sing a song happy birthday

 @Jihad say’s : And I am having the best birthday, ever! Thank you to everyone who has wished me happy birthday

Also me wishing you the best mahal and That's Awesome! I also wish you the happiest of Birthdays and thanks for making the world a better place. Cool watch and hope you enjoy your world anniversary...:]

Birthdays are best when surrounded by friends and family.

We acknowledge to those who are coming for the celebration.

After the celebration im so..so tired ..thats all hhaa bow !! blee

life must be life..

 For sooooo long, I have wanted the very things that are happening right in front on me so quickly. I am happy, there is no doubt about that. Some mornings I wake up and feel like it's all a dream. It was well worth waiting for, and I more than look forward to the future. I have been learning so much about life.

I would gladly hurt for the sake of Love. Some of the greatest joys, come with great pain. I believe all things happen for a reason, not that I wish bad things upon anyone, and I do not think that God does either. However, I know I would not be who I am today, if not for the things in life I have gone through, and quite frankly, I very much so like who I am today. Hoping that tomorrow I will be a little bit better, and stronger than I am today. So here's to the future, who know what it holds.

I believe in my life that I have gone through some hard things, sometimes thinking to myself that I wouldn't make it out of those things. When I look back on them, I see the impact it made on me, how it helped me become the person that I am. I believe now, that I can face things and I will make it out. Love.... It is such a funny thing. At one point in my life, I thought that I was in love..<3 Some of you may never experience this Bianca....the serious one, the pensive one, the one that understands or has no clue....I am and I love making people laugh...., think with me and talk …that’s great haha..thats all folks for today ..bubyee !! yepey …

Love is a gift from God ..

What is 'true' love? I think that so many people wonder this and ask this so many times.

It is a very common question, "How can I tell I'm in love?", but it is not an easy question to answer. What feels like love to one person may be nothing more than attraction to another.

    

        Love  Is Great .. Value the Love you have! 

You may have lost someone, or things are not good ... but check out your life and realize what love you have. Personally, I have lots of people who love me including family and friends. Think about who loves you .... family, friends, pets? There are even people out there who might not really know you, but are caring and actually give love to those they don't know.

 Life is worth living, there is love in pretty much everyone’s life if you pay attention. And don't forget to let those you love know that 

you love them ... and let them know often!

Love you mama, tatay, siskoi ,my brother (teteng ) and most specially my jam ( mahal ko ).. and the rest of my relatives love you guys and I mean it to say that no matter what I’ll be the one you know from the very start..

 I fell in Love. In so many ways. Thank you, to everyone and everything involved on my feelings

Well that’s all for today   .. Smile, everyone, and have a fantastic day, because you ARE fantastic.. tsu tsu umoahh:) ......I have to get to the tasks on hand for the day now, although I'd rather talk to you all day.. Have a great day !! <3

 Signed,

    Bianca

afternoon !! tired

 hello my precious blog...

I'm sick of looking at the clock..

    huh !! anyway i want to go home..  were i can relaxed and sleep..naaa !! :(

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people call me EVa, but myy name is ivie.* i am a teenage girl made of flesh and bones. i get myy feelings hurt wayy to easily. i guess that's whyy i can be considered shyy. but truth is i'm like anyy other teen girl. i have myy ups and downs. i have myy probs, myy stress...but that's the wayy of life. i tryy to overcome myy fears, but i am so afraid of rejection. i love to giggle, talk, laugh. now if onlyy i could express that... i do have myy daydreams, but with them come myy nightmares. i'm a Christian girl. I believe in God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit, but yet I'm soo immature spiritually. People say I'm mature, but only God knows. Crying is my biggest weakness, yet the love of my love  is my strength. many judge a book by it's cover and if you judge my life like that, then you are not getting the big picture. and now if you look through the pages of my storyy, you'll see the true me... :)

valentines day !! :)

...weee happy valentines day..feb.14
..

gOd is good !!

i believe everything happens fer a reason ; ;

 i hate when people tell me what too do ,

i won't listen ; and i'm very oppinionated :]

miss my lentakuhol :)

cnu sikat ? cnu cute? cnu angat ? :)

 

Shammykoikoi haha ( aq yan  cute ) lol

One heart, One soul

Together as one

  ( JamBhi )

jamparorot q

Kung Hei Fat Choi

Yehey a chinese new year today and we required to wear red t-shirt even if im not a chinese haha that’s great !! nahirapan aq maghanap ng red pero nakahanap dn aq ng red t-shirt lol :)

Otherwise month of the dragon ngaun kaya kabulanan q haha ..