what if i die now?..

   I had never thought on a possible way on how am i going to die. But dying in the place of something or someone i love could be a good way to go..

Recently, i had something in my head that really bothers me. How would remember me if i die..? honestly, i have absolutely no idea, i haven't really thought on the concept of dying yet .still, looking at my fanciful side, i want to be remembered as a successful woman or a teenage runway model or a singer in the whole world or even the richest  woman that ever lived planet earth. What if i die now? maybe id die in a horrible car accident then i wouldn't be any those four.it would all be lie if someone would have told those things in my funeral. Seriously, how would i want to be remembered?

 Twenty one years that i lived in this world, i still don’t know what do people think when they hear my name? For those who don't know me very well, they might remember me as biang, the eldest daughter of Samuel and Teresita and only those of my physical attributes but for those people who know i from the inside and out they would say that i am young, childish ,moody, unique smart and a little bit crazy :)

yes i know that some of those characteristics are on my negative side but look at the bright side, those people who know you very well are not afraid to say negative things about you, not that they don't care for you (of course they do), they just know that whatever they say, you will understand for you yourself know that all of these are true.

i want to be remembered for the things that i did that changed the lives of others and as the girl who made a difference in a person's life. I want to be remembered for who i am, not for who i am not -absolutely not a successful woman, runway model, a singer and richest part ( for now ).I’m not perfect therefore i want to be remembered by my imperfections..

 i don’t have all the riches in the world but i want to be remembered as Bianca, unique, intelligent in my own way, a dreamer, and a girl who perceivers in achieving every goal she have..

  ok im getting too much shy  with the things that i am writing. better stop now before i start talking about getting married and stuff haha lol :)